5 more days to go . .
waiting for the examination result . .
doownloading alot of movies, drama to watch later at my home at bangi
wonder what will happen for the 3rd semester . .
thinking about my friends
thinking about my future..
thinking about my fate for the next semester
thinking about what i'm gonna be in the future . .
meaning that should i trust people? should i be good to people if they has never been good to me? should i respect people that doesnt know how to respect me? should i be in my own world other than thinking and interupt others life? should i throw away the -as-long-as-my-friend-happy-its-okay-but-i'm-the-one-who-always-will-getting-hurt- thing? should i try to be the bad person? should i try to not thing about others people or in other word selfish? should i? should i?
and thinking thinking thinking . .
i dont want to put trust on people anymore. i will never respect people that doest know how to respect me. i will never be good to people that have give me so much pain. i really want to be the very bad person to you. and lastly, i want to stop crying.
yeah, a one month holiday really makes me think ALOT.
