Nur Amalia Binti Abd Malik

92 liner . 15.11

92 LINER . 15.11

BLOOD TYPE AB

PURPLE, SAPPHIRE BLUE
most treasure family and friends

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

you make me feel heartbreaking but i still love you

if the world betray Super Junior,
ELF will betray the world!




you used to say there wasn't enough mics,
the stage wasn't big enough.
Now the stage is ig enough for you,
how come some of you are absent?



"see u again in 4 JIB, there will not be any change of heart." - leeteuk
 
"whatever they say, whatever i hear, i don't care. 13... & ELF Hangeng, Kangin, Kibum, I love you" - Donghae


"although you're not on my side now, i know we're always together. i didn't say I love you, but i know we love each other. Even though we didn't mention "Only", we know that we are 13 in 1"- Donghae

"Those who trust me and follow me, hold up your album with both hands, yell powerfully but also modestly SJ is SJ." - Heechul


i believe everyone knows that they were SuJu05 in the very beginning
actually the members of SuJu06 were selected, another 13 members.
with the unexpected popularity of U, SuJu05 can continue further, if not then the old members have to disband and survive by their own.

Super Junior is always the experiment product. Luckily, the experiment never fails.
we dont mind waiting as long as your path is full of happiness.

"we leave a space for you hyung , you just need to stand there." - eunhyuk to heechul

during 3JIB, Heechul was busy with acting, no time to practice with members. When he hears dongsaengs said this to him, he hid himself in make-up room and cried.

wonderfull sapphire blue ballons filling the sky, the ballons float slowly and become small, just like the heArt of every fan.
it looks small when viewing them from a far, but if they gather together, they're strong enough to protect our beloved ones.


actually, ELF has another meaning . .
Endless Love Forever

"Kin kibum, did you eat well?"  written on Korean ELF's banner.

he won't change for anyone but is willing to change for SJ
"Except SJ, there is nothing to be my ultimate" - Kangin


"my trully wish is to keep Super Junior's name and make it lasts forever" - leeteuk on strong heart

"although  you're separated, you're still in one group" - heechul

if S and J are missing from the 26 alphabets, the remaining ones wont be 24 alphabets. Its because E,L,F will leave together with them!

we want to fly higher and farther, until the world world is covered with sapphire blue.

Meeting you is the most beautiful unexpexted matter in my life.

123456789 10 11 12 13. .
count until 13 and stop crying, ELFs are tough . .

"not knowing what forever is, we therefore have to cherish the present."  - kangin

Although with the most number of members, they stay true and united as one, 
anytime, anywhere, just like before.
through the bad & good times, when they were at valley low or at the peak now, their hearts beat as one, just like when they first started.

If Super Junior don't leave, ELF wont let go of it.

" until sapphire blue pears covers the entire planet, Super Junior will continue to perform. " Leeteuk wish

"we dont mind if he isn't there, what we care is,
he comes but we're not there." - hangeng's fans

ELF: if oppas are not on the stage, i'd rather close my eyes.
SJ: if ELFs are not under the stage, i'd rather not stand on stage.

"i will keep the memory of meeting ELF in my heart even if i die." - Donghae


SJ is SJ, no one can replace it with his own name, SJ can't compare itself with the others as well. 
we are fixed characters of SJ.

Its because the members of SJ is many, everyone are looking when we play with each other, argue with each other, cry with each other, bear hardships with each other, but cherish each other as well.

"therefore, our SJ can survive. its because we are members of SJ, we are all together as ONE." - heechul

to the world, they are only 13 ordinary men, but to me, these 13 men are my whole world.

please love them deeply if you love them,
please don't hurt them if you don't love them.

(2008.07.27 1000 day-fay meeting)
Leeteuk : how many people do you think SJ should have?
ELF : 13!
Leeteuk : in future, no matter what happen, how many people does SJ have?
ELF : 13!
Leeteuk : from now on, no matter 10 or 20 years, Super Junior is 13 people forever!

"thank you for following me, such a hyung which is not good enough, wherever u go." 
- leeteuk said to members.

"thank you for being born in this world."  - heechul said to hangeng

13 people re-gather together once again, just like losing love and found it again. - Donghae

ELF : i love you all forever, how about you?
Heechul : 1 day more than you.

Eventhough SJ and ELFs are getting old, we will still support these 13 people, still listen to their songs, be with them.

"not end but and" - leeteuk

ELF : you always touch us
Donghae : ELFs always give us the feeling of being touch and love.
ELF: isn't there no such thing as love?
Leeteuk : Then, what are we doing?
ELF: oppas, send me a reply without honorofics form!
Sungmin : without honorofics form... erm...
Saranghae Saranghae Saranghae
ELF : thankz for being singers
Kyuhyun : thanks for being ELF.
ELF : oppa, did you take the wrong medicine?
Kyuhyun : your love poisons us!
ELF : whatever they say, we are the one to protect OPPAs
Kangin : why you have to pledge to protect us? Super Junior is the one to protect ELFs.
ELF : SJ has 13 people, from leeteuk to kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun : SJ has 14 people, from leeteuk to ELF.

"if Super Junior is hindered because of my presence, I'm willing to quit from Super Junior." - Shindong

"we wont let this happen in the future, even its happens, we wont separate. " - kangin

10 or 20 years later, we're still ELFs, as long as you're still Super Junior.

Leeteuk : Super Junior isn't that kind of group that will disband after one year, two years or three years, we will never be disbanded until 10 years 20 years or even 30 years later, until ELF don't want us anymore. will ELF abandon us?
ELF : no, it won't happen forever. we will always protect Super Junior.

without you i'm nothing. because of you, at least i'm an ELF.

The world is big, but for me, these 13 people are worth-loving.

"i'm the leader of Super Junior forever" - leeteuk

"if i was not the member of Super Junior, i would live a lonely live." Yesung


"in future, i will lead you all to move forward with the other hyungs." Kangin


"its the best moment when 13 members gather together." - shindong

"go and try, because we are together" - sungmin

"rather than members of a group, i treat you as a brothers." - eunhyuk


"hangeng hyung, you've bear lots of hardships for long, i know you're really tired, everything will be alright." -siwon 

"to the members, saranghae" - hangeng


"i take care of them on behalf of their parents" - ryeowook

"i'm love too much ( by the hyungs ). hyungs, saranghaeyo~" - ryeowook

"heechul is my most close brother" - kibum

"i will never give up unless i die" - kyuhyun


i want to cry to make you smile,
but you smile to make me cry.

"i know its really hard to be our fans, we never rest, non-stop releasing albums .
if i was one of Super Junior's fans, i would probably give up,
really want to thank my fans, to me; they are as important as the air. Living without air, we can't live even just for a minute." - leeteuk

we are not as fortune as Shinwa

we do not have the better economic enviroment of DBSK

we don't have as close tie with company as SNSD

 we are not as well liked as SHINEE

 we dont have the preference given to f(x)

 we don't have high digited scores like 2AM

 we dont have the wildness of 2PM

we dont get the good welfare of WONDER GIRLS

we dont have the sudden popularity of Miss A

we dont have the K-PoP fever that Big Bang brought about in Japan & Korea

we dont have wide selection of costumes like 2NE1

we are right at the bottom within the groups from the three big music giants. What we have, is nothing but ONLY popularity in the entire Asia!

"we super junior are not the group which member is better and which member is worse.
the stage looks right only when 13 people are together." - kangin

"what i care is only one thing, that is whether SJ can have a good development." - heechul

ELF, please see, even though wearing old clothes, even though the number is not the complete 13, eventhough SJ is not appreciated , but our oppas are still standing on stage to sing and dance in the name of SJ, although treated unfair, but still in the name of SJ, please smile in silence for them.

13 of you just need to do your best, ELFs will do the rest!

we''re SuJu even if we develop well; we're SuJu even if we fail;
we're SuJu even if we fight with each other; we're SuJu even if we hate each other;
we're SuJu even if we get married; we're SuJu even if we have many fans;
we're SuJu even if all fans leave .

"i cant quit, and dont need to talk more, you can see that we're becoming better and better.
lets last forever" - heechul

we're ELF even if we are becoming stronger; we're ELF even if SJ falls;
we're ELF even if we argue with each other; we're ELF even if we hate each other;
we're ELF even if we get married;
we're ELF even if SJ have many member compared with other groups;
we're ELF even if all SJ members develop separately;
"i cant quit, and dont need to talk more, you can see that we're becoming better and better.
Lets last forever together with Super Junior." - ELF

cr: you make me fell heartache, but i still love you, written by Michelle Fung, video made by Lumiere ELF