mixed feeling.

this is a place that can make me express all my feeling
yes, people can read it 

but the difference is i dont know whos the reader

this is my blog. and i'll write anything i wanted to write!

you dont have the right to dispute any statement right here!

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yes. i have a new group of friend or more to my unnies.
and i'm happy with them because we have the same interest.
dalam masa yang sama, i miss my other friends

i follow all their new update 

what they've done

are they happy with their live right now

for every single minute

but then, it seems like i'm not important to them.

like, its okay if i'm not there. it doesnt give any effect on their live.

well, i dont even care about it.

i'm still here if they want my help.

dah biasa dah kena macam tuh.

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well, people with the same interest senang nak rapat kan?

orang yang berbusiness dengan orang yang berbusiness jugak
orang yang suke bercerite pasal cinta and lelaki akan rapat dengan orang yg ade minat yg same

orang yang suka kpop thing akan rapat dengan orang yang ade minat yang sama jugak

so its fair and square la kan?

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actually

i have two facebook account which 1 of it for my chingus, unnies and dongsaengs

and another one for my teacher, family, school friends and college friends.

because theres some people that bash me and said their news feed is full of super junior thing, 

so i decided to make 2 account

some people still cant accept what i love and even didnt respect on it. 

seriously I DONT CARE!

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i dont know how should i start my new semester next month.

its gonna feel awkward

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 this is specially made for my college friends

i do love you as my friends

but i got no trust on you.

just because of the past experience

when i give tooo much trust on "them"

at last, i'm the one who being left alone,

sorry, i still cant forget what they have done to me.

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and now you.

yeah. you

 i'm happy to have you as my friend .

its has been a year and a half.

i dont know if we can still be a bestfriend.

because i think i'll be too awkward with you.

but i hope we can still be one. 

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sangat mixed feeling kan??

sorry sorry sorry sorry