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when i'm over here. i'm happy..
but when i went there. all the happiness has gone.
those people make me feel like this.

make me feel sad

nevermind
saya pown dah banyak kali ingatkan kat diri sendirik.
jangan letakkan harapan pada orang
dan jangan jugak buat orang mengharap pada kite.

yer. saya menjauhkan diri sementare

sebab saya sayang mereka.

and nak mereka live their live happily with their love one.

sometimes i think being an ELF and in Super Junior land make me become the stranger among my friends
yeah. because they doesnt have the same interest with me and they doesnt know how it felt when becoming an ELF.
tapi bila fikirkan balik, i'm more happy like this..
i'm not crying for such a small problem .
and i've something to do other than being alone.
and i've a stranger that can makes me laugh when a friend makes me sad.

 at least.

well, hidup saya tak segembira yang orang lain nampak 

people will never know when i have a problem or not.

sometimes my face expression maybe seems like i have a lot problem and worries at that time

but maybe i'm not
and sometimes when my face seems like i'm too happy,

thats also doesnt mean that i'm happy.

well, people always with their fake smile right??

sorry if theres someone who read this terasa hati dengan apa yang saya tulis
tapi this is my blog.
as u can read my blog URL
speakthetrue.

so yeah. i'm trying to being honest as much as i can
sorry