should i just follow the wind??

i feel like i'm in the middle
she with her friends and she with her friends and i'm their friend
and yeah,
because she with her friends , i dont want to make her in trouble and dont want to borther her and give her a hard time
and because she with her friends too, i also dont want to bother her and give her such a hard time
i'll be independent
i'll try to be independent
i need to be independent
if and only if i've got my licensce and car
absolutely i'll go away from them
because i dont want to make them feel trouble.
because i love them
and its okay if i'm not happy
just i wanna them be happy.
i've no luck in friendship even i try to make one.
i dont care
'my friend happiness is enough to make me happy

and yeah, i got him :P