I hate everything, everyone
I hate myself
I hate this feeling
I just want to scream out a lot of thing now
Scream out loud, at the place where there is no one around
At the place where no one care.... well, even actually theres no one care anyway
This feeling suffocating me
Im already dying inside..
Feel like crying tapi tak boleh nak menangis..
rasa semak sangat2 dengan semua org
seriously, I am someone who can easily affected by others people mood and then i'll feel worst than that person, like now..
i feel like im seriously affected by my officemate mood, everyday coming to work and told us his moody feeling for her work. and im automatically feel moody, the mood in this place sangat sangat tak suka plus, im totally down with the lost of my mother and grandmother, and then the death of someone i know bcoz of depression that make me feel like im breaking down slowly..
so I hate myself.
